01/10When Kaun Banega Crorepati winner Sushil Kumar called winning Rs 5 cr the 'worst phase of his life' and why he was on the verge of bankruptcy and divorcing wife
Sushil Kumar won Rs 5 crore in the fifth season of the quiz show Kaun Banega Crorepati, hosted by megastar Amitabh Bachchan. While winning such a large sum of money may inspire one to live a dream life, it may also have a negative impact. And such was the case with Sushil Kumar, who fell into a deep depression after winning such a large sum. He posted about his ordeal on his Facebook page. He described it as the "worst phase" of his life. Sushil Kumar has returned to normal life in recent years, having resumed teaching, quit smoking, and become an environmentalist. Sushil's FB post back hen was captioned, 'The Worst Period of My Life.'
02/10A difficult period in his life
Sushil began his report by writing “2015-2016 was the most challenging time of my life. I didn't know what to do. I was a local celebrity and would attend programes for 10 or sometimes even 15 days a month somewhere or the other in Bihar. I was drifting away from studies. And because I was a local celebrity, I took the media very seriously in those days. Sometimes journalists would interview and write about me. Without any experience of how I should speak with them, I would tell them about the business I was involved in so that I don't come across as jobless. However, those businesses would collapse after a few days.”
03/10When he was conned
He further spoke about being fooled after KBC, he said “After KBC, I became a philanthropist, who was addicted to 'secret donations' and would attend about 50 thousand events in a month. Due to this, a lot of times, people cheated on me, which I got to know only later after the donations were made. Due to this, my relationship with my wife was slowly worsening. She would often say that I didn't know how to differentiate between right and wrong people and that I wasn't concerned about the future. We would often fight over this.”
04/10When he felt less of himself
Sushil further stated back then that how he felt “Due to the nature of my business, I came in contact with a few boys studying media in Jamia Millia, those studying at IIMC, their seniors and also a few others who were studying research in JNU. I also got introduced to some theatre artists. However, when these students and artists would talk about a subject, I would feel intimidated and realised that I didn't know much about other topics or subjects. Slowly, I got addicted to alcohol and smoking, in addition to other addictions. whenever I stayed in Delhi for a week, I indulged in drinking and smoking with seven different groups. I found their talks attractive. In their company, I started taking media very lightly,” he said.
05/10His 'movie-like' bankruptcy tale
Sushil said that his story was very much like a film, he wrote “And now, how did I become bankrupt...? You will find the story a little 'filmy' That night, while I was watching the film 'Pyasa' which was towards its climax scene, my wife entered shouting that I will go mad watching the same film over and over again. She asked me to leave the room. I shut my laptop and went out for a stroll. I was sad because we hadn't spoken for over a month. And while I was walking, a journalist from an English newspaper called. While everything was going fine, suddenly he asked me something which left me irritated, so I randomly told him that all my money was exhausted and I had two cows and was surviving by selling milk and earning some money off it. And after that, all of you must be aware of the impact of that news. Soon after, all those who I was surrounded by, cornered themselves. I wasn't invited to events and that's when I got some time to think about what should I do next. I was a big cinema fan, I had watched almost all national award-winning, Oscar-winning films. I started dreaming of becoming a film director.”
06/10Going through a rough patch in his marriage
He also penned down how his marriage was getting affected by all of this "Meanwhile, my wife and I had a huge spat after which, she left for her maternal home and asked for a divorce. It was then that I realised, if I have to save my marriage, I had to become a film director and earn myself a fresh identity. I spoke to a producer friend, who asked me some technical questions which I was unable to answer. He suggested that I work in the television space to understand the techniques better, and he would then give me a job with a film producer. Soon after, I started working at a big production house. I came to know about a lot of things - story, screenplay, dialogue copy, prop, costume, content among other things. But I felt restless since there were only three places -- courtyard, kitchen, and bedroom - where most of the shoot would take place."
07/10Coming to Mumbai- the city of dreams
He revealed his plans in Mumbai and how they went downhill, he stated “I had come to Mumbai with the dream of becoming a film director, but then I left one day and started staying with one of my lyricist friends. I would lay in the room and watch films or read books that I had. This continued for about six months and I became a chain smoker. Since I was staying all by myself, here, I got the opportunity to look at myself objectively. And I realised a lot of things like, I am not someone who has come to Mumbai to become a director, rather, I am an escaper, who runs away from the truth. Real happiness lies in doing the work of your choice. One can never calm certain emotions like arrogance. It is a thousand times better to be a good person than just being a 'big celebrity.' Happiness is hidden in small things. One must strive to help people as much as possible that must start from his/her own home/village. I wrote three scripts that a production house liked and gave me Rs 20 thousand for it."
After leaving Mumbai, Sushil went back home and began a new life “Later, I left Mumbai and returned home, prepared to become a teacher. I sailed through. I involved myself in various environmental awareness projects that brought me peace. I have been better since March 2016 and quit smoking last year (2019). At present, there is always a sense of enthusiasm in life, and I pray that I get several opportunities to work in enhancing the environment because that is what I enjoy doing. I want to only earn for my survival now,” he said.
09/10Back to normal
Sushil Kumar made a social media post recently where he revealed that he was honoured by SBI bank for being among the Top 20 depositors of their Motihari branch. Sushil had in the past spoken about being bankrupt after him winning the huge amount at the hit show KBC, who 14th season kickstarted yesterday (August 7).
10/10Problems faced after winning KBC
Sushil Kumar had told TOI “Everyday cooked-up stories are appearing in a section of the media. It feels good that wherever I go people love me and get photographs with me.” He also said that after winning 5 crores he got lots of letters and invitations from his fans for monetary help. He also said that one day a person had come to ask for financial help.